slipknot - everything ends.

i was thrown into hell.
what the hell am i doing?
is there anyone left in my life?
what the fuck was i thinking?
anybody want to tell me im fine? SOMETIMES, I WISHED.
where the heck am i going?
do i even need a reason to hide?
i am only betrayed
am i only conditioned to die ?
right now, i guess my flaws are the only thing left that's pure.
i dunno how to live,
guess i forget how to endure too.
every fucking thing i see reminds me of her
myGod i wish i didn't care anymore.
but i cant.
the more i touch, the less i feel
im trying very hard--lying to myself that its not real.
and i dun understand why is everyone making such a big fuck deal.
im telling you maggots and im not gonna care anymore.
its my life and im getting the fuck out of this misery.

who's with me ?