metallica - outlaw torn

ever felt vulnerable ?
ever felt that you are stranded, alone with no one there to aid you ?

those were the feelings when the shuttle tried to impale me through my right eye.
probably at around 100km/h
because i was hit in the right eye at less than 1m away.
i laid down.
helpless and thinking i might lose my eyesight on the right.
i couldnt open my eye and my left eye was tearing like burst waterpipes.
literally.
it was almost a direct contact but after it was only about 15 minutes later that people told me i was slightly below the socket.
my right eye swelled a little and i fear that it'll get worse tomorrow.
now i know how sissoko felt but that only last for like 15minutes.

i feel as if today is one of my louiest day ever.
whereareyou?