fort minor - be somebody

5 weeks to prelim
for some, 5 weeks is a luxury.
but 5 weeks to me is like useless.
A levels and O levels are so fucking different.
i never studied for O levels. i swear !
and i still managed a below 20 score.
tot my badminton can pull me somewhere but i was wrong.
ended up in a college that ruin my 17yearsold days so badly that my 18yearsold never seem that happy either.
almost gave up with academic but somehow pull thru.
made the cut for the promo criteria.
became the senior of the school and decided to study harder.
1st ct, did alright.
2nd ct, fucked up
mye, even more fucked up.
how can anyone fail gp, you tell me.
i shall not rant over my results.
all i know now is that if i dont start now, i'll never get my As and Bs in the a level.
5 weeks to prelim means 5 weeks of hell.
10 weeks to a levels means 5 fucking sick weeks after prelim.
what will i see on my cert come march, this 10 weeks determine hell lot.

reading this post makes me feel sad for myself.
and if you ppl think im fucking screwed,
i've yet to tell you about my health
screwed to power of 10

like mad, i'll do it.
for myself, i'll do it.
for the sake of buying the baseball bat to use it come march, I"LL FUCKING DO IT.
nic also. haha