microphone fiend

2008-03-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

zhang zheng yue - zai jian

i've moved !
away to somewhere better i hope.
ask me for my new avenue for venting frustrations !

2008-02-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

red hot chilli pepper - by the way

yoyo.
my first batch of trainees passed out.
feel kinda proud of myself.
what an emotional day.
memories of me myself pop-ing flood back.
when i was the one down there doing the drills.
i so wanna be part of it again.
almost cried but must be strong in front of my trainees.
hahaha.

anyway i produced 1 officer-to-be.
and one sispec instructor.
i now wish all the best to all of them.
hopefully everything goes well for them.

haha.
just realise i recently damn the emo.
like go out sing song also emo.
ppl ask me go chiong i also emo.
when eating i also emo.
when kena scolded i also emo.
haha.

maybe because iqc coming.
maybe because you guys flying off. WITHOUT ME
maybe because im just emo.
or maybe....

im on off till like i dont know when.
haha
but must come back for marksmenship.
irritating.
hopefully i can get it this time.
not that i didnt get but the umpire disappear the other time.

now that the aslc is over,
sispec now organise games to burn our time.
haha.
actually its okay lar,
can bond rite.
soccer, running.
can stay healthy also.

i need a sign.
whatever it is.

2008-02-23T11:55:00.002+08:00

vanilla sky - umbrella

liverpool 2-0 inter
who would have tot.

loving it every minute
thanks[=

2008-02-17T14:21:00.002+08:00

hillsong - through it all

yes liverpool lost
and lost to a club i dont even know belong in which divison.
rafa's gonna get hell lot of stix for it.
i am one LIVERPOOL fan.
have been supporting the club for almost 10years.
was following it more closely 5years ago.
and now it seems to be part of me.

when they win i'm happy
when they lose i'll be kinda affected and the next few days wont be as happy.

liverpool is a club with a rich history.
5times european champ, 18 league title says it all.
but what happened to them for the pass 18years
when is no19 coming?

being one liverpool fan means being a patient fan.
i admit we dont have the best squad ever.
we arent the riches.
our stadium aint the bigggest.
but we play with heart, and we never give up.

3-0down and drew 3-3
luck or sheer determination ?

2-0down drew 2-2
3-2 down and equalised when extra time just started.
luck or determination?

what i like about this club is that we showed ppl that we dont need a team of superstars to win games.
altho we dont get the results we desire all the time.
but winning a game is not all down to just one or 2players.
people say gerrard and torres are the reason why liverpool is still there.
but i say liverpoolfc is the reason.

if lfc is not the reason, then i dont see gerrard staying or torres signing.
reina would long be gone, and carra could be off to another club.

in liverpoolfc, we have rafa benitez who did so well in his first season.
bringing us to istanbul was an achievement but bringback big ear no5 was nothing but a bonus.
yes he won the champleague and league title with valencia.
but how long was he there ?

i believe we shld be patient with him.
give him more time.
give him more money.
give him the freedom.

when his team wins but he rotated, the media will say its a great tactical move.
when his team is losing and subed gerrard out for levia, and we won eventually,
the media said his tactic was spot on.

but when he rotates and lost, they say there's no consistency between the players.
they say his tactics are bullshit and the whole world starts slating him.
is that the price a manager must pay when he's at a famous club ?

fergurson had been losing before he won the title but his owners believed in him.
same for arsene wenger why not the same for mr rafa ?

our owners suck and i hope DIC comes in and buy the club.
at least he's a liverpool fan.
the current dont even know whats soccer.

liverpool is going into yet another era.
trust me, if liverpool lose to inter, everyone will say he's gonna go.
but when he wins and we proceed to our 3rd final in 4years,
then the story changes.
DIC will give us more money.
new stadium.
new players
new team

but the same spine.
in rafa we trust.
YNWA.

2008-02-15T01:37:00.001+08:00

flo rida - low

feeling damn low lar.
but at least met up with the guys just now.
haha
fucking bad day.
i dont know why but my day just came crashing down.

anyway happy valentine's to all [=

2008-02-03T15:26:00.000+08:00

linkin park - shadow of the day

im back im back
haha.
finally.
love singapore so much!
lol

anyway i tink this year's cny gonna suck for me
no reunion dinner.
no new clothes.
didnt go buying clothes with all those ppl.
spent most of the time in taiwan battling hyperthermia.
and maybe because he's not around =[

i wanna get new clothes but i'm lazy to do so.
i just wanna see all my frens now.
=[

but at least i made good frens in taiwan too !
especially sharifee and kai !
sigh.
dont know when im gonna see them again.
both are medics in tekong.
both gonna ord in like 4 months.
both going to study soon.
sha going to australia.

ahhhhh
cny clothes first. hahaha

nothing further,
dennis out to you !

2008-01-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

linkin park - nobody's listening

ahhh
liverpool match and im gonna miss 1 half.
how irritating.
why cant the flight be like tmr.
so i can watch 1 last match before i fly off. =[
ynwa !

all the best to gerrard being back from injury.
hoping voronin and torres will produce the goals.
agger have a short time on the pitch.
and most importantly WIN !

3weeks is like damn long.
will miss 3 weeks of soccer!
will miss singapore food for 3 weeks !
will miss singapore for 3weeks !
will miss my buds for 3 weeks !
will miss you for 3 weeks. =[

flying off at 0230 =[
will be at belt 10 by 0030 =[
i dont wanna leave leh =[

2008-01-12T02:09:00.001+08:00

zhang zheng yue - si nian shi yi zhong bing

i'll be off for 3 weeks !
hopefully i can forget about some stuff while over there.

if its true then i wish you all the best k [=
if its not then tell me something

sometimes solution arent so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

during this period of time when im away.
i pray that

nothingg happen to my family.
nothing happen to my frens !
liverpool go on a winning streak and catch up with the rest.
liverpool dont sack rafa
rafa allowed to sign some really good players
no liverpool players get injured
torres hit his 20th goal mark[4more]
bring back pako
nothing happen to me =[

why am i always in the same situation where liking someone is so difficult

2008-01-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

megadeth - angry again

sigh.
im like flying off to taiwan again.
the feeling is different compared to when im a trainee.
i just wanna stay in singapore now.
mainly because of some reasons which i will keep to myself.

now i hope i will have that dinner/supper with jasmine!
never had one since she disappeared.
hahaha.

feverSUCKS

maybe you just dont care.

2008-01-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

megadeth - a tout le monde

happy new year all !
and before that was christmas !
haha

had spent some quality times with my closer friends
thankyou for all being there [=

2007 was pretty much a forgettable year.
2008 pls be nice
pls be less harsh towards me.
=[

wont get into details with my resolution but here's a short list:
-study for As
-be a nice boy
-play some real drums
-be there for my frens
-sleep more cos i tink i sleep too lil somethings hahaha

anyway i dont usually display the lyrics of songs but this is one hell of a good song.
so this song's out to all my frens there.

megadeth- a tout le monde

Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all

A tout le monde
A tous mes amis
Je vous aime
Je dois partir
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living are scarred.

2007-12-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

metallica - whiskey in a jar

liverpool 4-0 bolton
sami hypia
fernando torres
steve gerrard
ryan babel

thankyou for making my sleep so so sweet.
it was nice to see sir rafael benitez fielding young players like,
lucas leiva
jack hobbs
ryan babel
into the games to give them experience.

the future is red.
liverpool now has a very young grp of players being the spine of the team
reina aged 25
agger aged 23
lucas aged 20
mascherano aged 23
babel aged 21
gerrard aged 26
torres aged 23
xabi aged 24
cant wait to see them bring some trophiies back to anfield eh !

anyway today's my first day as instructor in plc echo sispec.
commander's training.
played some really crazy games.
then had a very interesting AAR.
i mean we're just NSF so we dont really get to speak up.
then you just sit there and listen to all the inside stories of plc.
it can get really funny.
like SSM being there for 11years.
OC delta there since 84s.

but it got really draggy at the end.
so it ended at 7PM !

mrt-ed home.
and im gonna go back to plc tmr by 745.
more speech but this time in smart 4. =[

sorry cant meet you again.
feel damn loser.
haha.
will try tmr [=
promise.

2007-12-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

westlife - i have a dream

met up with elroy sengchin junhong and sherly for the first time since like 1 year ago !
man i missyou bitches.

glad to see sherly back to her crazy state.
glad to see elroy emo again.
glad to see seng eat like crazy
glad to see junhong stupid face
just glad i met them again. haha

anyway i have a dream,
thats to pop again. =[

2007-11-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

system of a down - science

sigh.
i wanted to rant bout something but i guess not.
anyway was tinking if i have the money to get a roadie,
shld i get it or save it for overseas trip.
see the problem is my frens and i planned alot of trips which i dont know which will materialise.
seems like the taiwan trip will be the most feasible of the lot.

anfield ?
im interested.
manda is, but the other anti liverpool not so into football frens,
how ?

then there's the shanghai, hongkong, japan trip.
so many of them
with different grp.
will it even happen ?

tink its over ? =[

2007-11-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

pug jelly - come home soon

i wan football manager08 !
damn fun.
rate it 4/5

readers out there, liverpool fans or not.
you all gotta admit rafael benitez is class.
he's like the one most likely to deliver the goods to anfield
im his big fan.
im sure he'll deliver more trophies to liverpool.

from a squad of dudek, taore, diouf, mellor
he now has reina, agger, alonso, torres
most with a very tight budget to play with.

he made gerrard and carragher shine !
made crouch a goal machine.
and made sure liverpool's defence is as tight as new ziploc. hahah

bottomline is if the americans are to show him the door,
then perhaps most of the player that he brought to anfield will follow him.
alonso ? mascherano ? crouch ? agger ? reina ? gerrard ? carra ? torres ?
those are the spine of the team
can the next manager do the same as rafa ?
can he bring cl title in his debut season ?
can he work with a tight budget ?
most importantly, can he win the holy grail ?

why go backwards when we clearly is progressing at a respectable rate.
so what if we still cannot get no19 this season ?
so what if we lose no6 in the finals again.
rafael benitez is doing an amazing job,
his departure will he his new club's gain.

what will the future be like for liverpoolfc ?
i hope its red.
bright red.
and thats only because mr rafael benitez made it that way.

missyou=[

2007-11-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

metallica - tuesday's gone

tuesday's gone,
gone with the wind,
my baby's gone,
with the wind

=[

echo eagles la =[
why not foxtrot.
i have a feeling that if i stay in echo i'll really not regret.
but my heart is to go over and join warrant teo and co.
head says echo ! =[
so how ?

on leave till monday.
the first thing co said to us was,
wanna go holiday ? need a break ?
haha.

stayed till 5 with gil and aizhi !
when i can go back at like 2 ?
haha.
thats what frens are for rite ?

anyway tot i could meet ngiam and go back together
but felt like kinda sick halfway waiting.
lol.
made a move first.
reached home and slept till 8 !!

i wanna be fitter than now.
so here's the plan.
morning 8am run to east coast mac.
run back.
afternoon 1pm gym
evening, run some more !

it'll be a mircale if 1/3 of that will actualy happen
haha.
damn, still damn sleepy can
i needa stay awake.
cos if i go to sleep,
i'll probably just see you in my dreams.
=[

2007-11-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

skid row - i remember you

vivo with the guys.
glad bu got his clothes.
we'll see more of blues and browns instead of black black black.

someone complaint i haven been blogging.
so i'll try to update regularly.
now that im an instructor.
haha

i hope we still keep in touch.
all the guardsmen dont look down on me.
all the 1sir dont forget me.
all those in tekong, dont just have fun,
train them so i can take them. haha

and you who's over at ocs.
no one to call me dinosaur anymore.
=[
all the best.
go for ranger course !

gonna go back to plc tmr.
by 745 !
=[
i hope i'll be back in foxtrot.
firstly because i love that coy.
second because there's au and hakim.
last, i just wanna be there.
haha.

is it that 3seconds kinda thing again ?
=[
its impossible to express la.

2007-11-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

zhang zheng yue - zai jian

POP !
i'll miss the pop.
the best parade i ever did.
so much effort. love it every bit.

thankyou for turning up !
omg. u like damn rock la.
hahah.

damn i'll miss aizhi, stedston, hock keng, delta[foxtrot] mainly and ya kairul !
wish all the best to aizhi for crossing over !

back to plc.
instructor !
hopefully i'll be able to be one in Foxtrot.
damn.
its quite emotional know.
its like 6mths there and now everyone is splitting up.

section 1 rocks
all my section1s

i tink i like you but i know i shldn't.

2007-09-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

a7x - the beast and harlot

delta warcry in position ready
ya
delta
ya
delta
ya
delta
ya

tutu terek ke 1 2
kunci peh peh sa pa leh
kucci peh peh kucci peh
kucci peh peh ke sa pa leh

sah kar liao
sah
sah kar liao
sah
sah kar liao
sah sah sah sah sah

oh.......
oh delta
oh delta
oh delta company
we're here to train as warriors in delta company
delta delta all the way
we like it here we like it here
we found ourselves a home
a home sweet home

lamest cheer ever.
anyway delta have been okay so far.
management sucks which can be a double edged sword.
sucks means more time to rest.
sucks means more time eaten up !
anyway finally out from sispec to breathe.
wont be able to see my frens for about 7 weeks after tmr.
thats like more than a month.
hope taiwan is good.
really hope its a good trip both for training and leisure purposes.
and hope i perform well too.
silver bayonet !

sigh.
10more weeks to go
[=

2007-09-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

trivium - anthem

i know i haven been updating but i tink im just typing to myself.
who the hell reads this anyway.
so before i book in to some shitty place tmr morning,
i'll do one update.

bslc just ended actually.
made some frens.
glad i did it with some girls too.
to be honest i'll miss them.
its like weird la but nice.

but aizhi is still there.
in delta with me. lol.
1 platoon away tho.
amazing girl.
platoon best yea.

i miss foxtrot.
i miss warrant thiang's 5bx.
i miss oc rubbing his nose.
i miss so many things about 44th bslc foxtrot.

damn must i go to delta.
glad to have some frens there with me.
lets do this shit man.

saf aside.
epl looks great.
liverpool 6-0 derby.
torres is on fire.
good start for liverpool.
hope they go on to win the league.
and champion's league.
and fa cup.
and the carling.

haha.
have been hanging out with the new liverpool grp.
namely the usual gang of ngiam ton lex bu shaun weeping.
camping at ngiam's place was fun.
tho we just watched some spastic taiwan show and some epl matches.
verdict,
good place to chill and watch a game of football.

anyway ratatouille is fantastic.
worth 4-5 stars out of 5.
881 is also worth 4-5 starsv out of 100.
lol.
actually not that bad cos i tink mindee is quite pretty.
but its really too much singing and not much acting.
and the same few songs.
and may and choy.
i tink they just ruin their very own image.
i dont know.
they way they speak mandarin is so funny its disgusting.

damn its quite late alr.
gotta wake up at 430am tmr to hop on to alex's uncle's cab.
and why cant i solve my rubiks.

oh delta

2007-07-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

mika - relax [take it easy]

they say at home you depend on ur parents.
outside you depend on ur frens.
sometimes frens cant really help you much.
so you turn to ur parents.
and they dont give a fuck about you.
anyone who has such parents,
sorry man.
ure out there alone, sad with 0 support.

when parents only look at their children as money making machines,
then its another sad situation.
even more so for families where there's 2 children.
such parents will compare who will earn more.
then they will give everything to that better money making machine.
such machine have certain criterias.
like able to go to University.
like able to get high paying jobs.
dont have to be good to the parents.
just give them the cash and everything's good.

while the other poor child who's dumber.
cant get into a local U,
sorry man,
ure left there alone, sad with 0 support.

ure fired with endless insult.
eventho ure the flesh and blood ur parents.
they dont give a fuck about you.
u try ur best.
u give ur everything.
u show ur fighting spirit.
but nothing beats money.

such child,
sorry man, ure left alone sad with 0 support.

haa

2007-06-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

mika - lollipop

haha.
im now in foxtrot
still in platoon 2 section 1
totally alone there.
no whiskey
only have zhihui !

first thing when i was at sispec,
i was divided from all my frens
then send to my respective bunk
first sgt i saw was 1SGT mike.
he have a sandbag on his head.
and i was like shit. hell.
but fuck, he's damn nice !

being from the mighty whiskey,
coming to sispec was quite a big jump for me
very physical.
which in one way or another is good.
foxtrot is very ippt oriented.
so i guess i needa train more to get the gold

one more thing is now foxtrot is like scorpion coy.
because we have girls.
and they're in my platoon.
fuck you gotta respect them for wad they're doing
some say they're stupid signing on but there's always a reason to wadever they're doing.
they're doing the same thing as us.
running the same distance.
waking up at the same time
eating as fast as us
and they're cool with it.
jusst that they dont have to carry any organic weapons
dont have to carry the heavy small toy gun for soc
and they dont wear their external bra more than us.

from the 1 week im in foxtrot,
i feel that its a coy where its like a gym with nice instructors.
they pushes you to the limit
but they know that we are future commanders, humans and their trainee.
they dont treat us like dogs or dirts.
they give us the respect everyone deserve and we return it too.
so it may be very xiong physically,
but its xiong without all the fuckyous and cheebyes.

tsk tsk.
not like whiskey.
where its slack with all the fuckyous and cheebyes.
hahah.

misstekong!

2007-06-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

linkin park - bleed it out

fuck
why not ocs
why sispec.
but actually im ok with it alr.
haha
suffer in silence plus extra confinement.
hope im in a rather slack coy.

shitty.
i can still cross over but shld i ?
anyway was told about this sercurity clearance shit.
which stopped me from joining the airforce.
why so bias one.
ass.

sian lar. more apple big big apple small small.

2007-05-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

green day - Give Me Novacaine

haven been blogging man !
anyway i came back from field camp, went to roxanne's party and went back to field for sit test.
everything went very well actually.
field camp was fun rather than lousy.
seeing you again babe makes me high. haha. just happy la.
sit test was ok. tougher than field because of the march.
hope i did well. OCS, pls accept me !

anyway i got shortlisted from the airforce for a pilot compass test.
so damn happy can ! thankyou thankyou
and i finished the test. will know the results in 3weeks.
i have medical tmr. which i hope shows that im healthy enuff to fly a plane.
wheeeeeee. happilyelated.

im gonna POP soon.
could be a good or bad thing.
i kinda like whiskey after being there for 1month+
great company, great commanders and great army life.
but i needa leave to go do real army stuff.
because everything in bmtc is quite spastic.hahaha
damn it la. i wan canteen break.

sgt mingkun thanks ah! [=

2007-04-29T14:47:00.000+08:00

linkin park - what i've done

im back.
and going back soon.

the first time i said to myself was
'when was the last time i see cars?'
it is small thing like this that made you realise that tekong is hell.
and there are 18 levels in hell.
i guess im in level 1.
which aint that bad.

come 12th may, i'll be in the 18th level.
because im going FIELDCAMP.
which means JUNGLE FOR 6 DAYS !
which means CAMO FOR 6 DAYS !
and also constant raping by INSECTS FOR 6 DAYS !

nvm !
6 days !
only 6 days !
did anyone realise i'll be spending my bdae with wildboars centipedes scorpions ants grasshoppers prayingmantis spiders worms etc probably in my shellscrape.
fuck.

nobody from whiskey know i have this blog.
thanks.

2007-04-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

fall out boy - this aint a scene, its an arm race

a few more hours !
damn.
i'll miss my bed !
i'll miss my com. going online everyday to read about liverpool !
i'll miss crucial liverpool matches !
i'll miss going out with my bunch of crazyhungrydrunk bro!
i'll miss slacking doing nothing !
i'll miss going on msn and disturb ppl !
i'll miss so many ppl !
i'll miss home !
i'll miss food !
i'll miss so many things.

and wtf,
tmr's intake is MOHAWK.
i swear i'll hate mohawk forever if i get it !
to think i always get that haircut. =[

why my scorpion and leopard run away ?
isurewilldamnmissyou

2007-04-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

nelly furtado - all good things

ahhhh.
that few minutes aint enough for 2 years.

anyway thankyou seng jon darren cedric royston elroy hong chuntat carin yinhui vanh lowxannelow sengguan !
2years.
keepintouchwithashot-

2007-03-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

and jasmine didnt lie
she really will be staying in australia for 7 years !
damn,
7 years is sucha long time.
right now, it feels like as tho i lost a fren for good.
a very close fren.
damn. its only less than 2 days and im lost
no more nonsense
and the nonsense we generate is damn important to me.
it keeps me alive.
haha.

really glad i have many other great frens still with me.
jon roxanne ced vanh seng elroy hong darren yinhui tat carin just to name a few.
looking back, its really a miracle that 4 years ago this frenship was formed.
everyone is different.
but 1 thing in common,
we're all insane.
i want this frenship to last many lifetimes.

within this grp,
i see many more crying scenes at changi airport's departure hall.
many others will leave for another country.
according to chan, roxanne will be leaving after mj.
then vanh will leave.
maybe i'll leave too.
jon might be going to australia.

i tink we should open simpang in each country we go.
then francise and earn big buck !
haha

i wonder wad the future is like ?
will we still meet up for prata.
go to sentosa and play beach soccer
watch horror movie and grab legs
go cam whore in the middle of the night.
play board games and luff like mad.
or just meet up to tell each other that everyone matters ?

i tink it is all jasmine's fault.
if she is still in singapore,
i wouldn't have waste time on this post.
i will not be emo.
i will get more sleeping time because its like 2am now !
i will have someone to talk to online.

eh, if you read this,
you know ure missed.
by everyone !
comeback la.
i heard australia will kena tsunami, earthquake, volcano eruption, blizzard, drought, flood, locust.
haha.

2007-03-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

sister garden - xie xie ai

how many ppl out there hates chelsea.
im a self confessed hardcore liverpool fan and yes, i hate chelsea.
however i hope they win the title for a record 3 times in 3 years.
i might get slated for saying this but i have my 10 reasons.

1. being i hate man united more. haha
2. chelsea did not spend big this season. [apart from sheva]
3. chelsea is not a 3 man team anymore.[cech terry lampard]
4. drog the dog is showing character that he is a world class striker after 2 lousy seasons
5. petr cech almost died at reading.
6. terry almost died at the arsenal game.
7. some players play out of their favoured position. [no complaints]
8. they are a bunch of lads fighting for the title.
9. they fight and risk their lives for mourinho.
10. this will be their last title because mourinho is leaving and i bet he'll bring terry lampard cech drogba with him

so see.
man united seems to have 1 hand on the cup.
but they need 8 more wins.
and they're playing chelsea.
anything can happen.

omg, i dont believe i said chelsea deserved the title.
sigh.

2007-03-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

survivor - eye of the tiger

yes i went for open house.
imagine all the courage it took.
you ppl wont know how i feel unless ure in my position.
company was good.
at least they kept encouraging me.
thankyou melvin, kat, wendy, eiLUMeen.
[=

i'll try to meet you guys in nus,ntu or smu.
once bitten twice shy.
the next 7months will be the worst 7 months of my life.
i dont know how im gonna cope but i'll try.
like selmer said, dont go down without a fight !

anyway i hope i can still live my dream.
not many know what my dream actually is.
if i can make it, i probably wont wanna study in nus ntu and smu anymore.
sigh

anyway as for australia,
i kinda given up the hope of studying there.
i do hope my friends, who cant get a course they love here,
do what they love overseas.

so while everyone is having the time of their life now.
my time will come 1 year later.
whatever it is, life is full of surprises.
dont write me off yet.

2007-03-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

Metallica and San Franciso Symphony Orchestra - Devil's Dance

here is a story of a man name dennis.
his close frens call him lenny or stitch.
he's an average man.
he loves to be with his frens.
but on november06,
he had an accident.
something very terrible.
doctors from cambridge were trying to save him.
he was in coma for 3months.
on 020307,
his doctor put him to sleep, eternally.

2007-02-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjUX5hB74zs

my day started off pretty good.
in fact fantastically good.
thats because gerrard and co went to nou camp and got 2 away goals !
so final score 1-2.
hope we can go all the way this time. AGAIN

work was dreadful all the time.
then boss came and laid the smack down.
kevin and i will be moving to the 4th floor from 1st march onwards.
that sucks big time because boss works there too.
so we dont have 2 hr breaks.
dont have sleeping breaks.
and will be working with perm staff !
that sucks.
unless we're given internet access.

anyway just to sidetrack a lil.
i tink im addicted to gambling.
haha. not really actually.
just that when i have nothing to do, i wanna gamble now.
maybe its the cny thing. hahah.

and ya, shld i get a psp ?
pls someone tell me !

2007-02-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

micheal buble - quando quando quando.

cny is somewhat over.
and during this festive period, increasing ur waisline by 10inch aint anything surprising.
hahaha.
not that i became that fat.
but i have indication from my body that if i dont start shedding some fats, i'll be supersized soon !

anyway thru this period of about 4-5 days,
i've been thinking about something.
something which meant a whole lot to me.
maybe you know what i meant.
but i felt like a fucking puppet all these while.
maybe i was taken for granted.
like what one of my frens said i was being too nice.
no this is not some boygirl relationship.

i insist !
im not at fault !
[=

2007-02-17T02:18:00.000+08:00

Justin Timberlake & Timbaland - GoodFoot

cny is like in less than 24 hrs time.
all the last minute shopping and stuff will end soon.
one last shopping trip with alex before reunion dinner.
really wondering what cny will be like this year.
haven really been in the mood for anything in recent months.
no mood for xmas, newyr, vday and now cny.
maybe because the fact that results will be out reall soon is killing me inside.

what if my results suck.
dread the constant interrogation of adults bout what course im taking.
which U im going and what's my aspiration.
right now i only hope for a decent A level grades in the form of Cs and Bs.
shit, why am i even talking about results.
haha

2007-02-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

stone sour - through glass

seriously when i look at those photos again,
i still have that weird feeling.
like this feeling you cant explaing la.

anyway bible reading is very enriching.
its like damn fun.
dont know anything, question my christian frens.
then debate.

have been hanging out with different ppl everyday.
of course with kevin and marcus almost everyday cos we work at the same place.
2 crazy mothersmokers.
haha.
then there's kat wendy leen and melvin.
and finally the hmms.

randomness.
im the best shopper ever.
i shopped from wisma to taka to wheelock to wisma to vivo and i got
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
NOTHING!

haha. so another shopping trip coming up.
hope i can bring some clothes home this time.

oh ya, did i ever tell you that i have this one fren,
she canNOT spend her own money cos she's too young.
but she can spend her MUM's.
if she insist of spending her own, she will be grounded.
but take as much cash as she wants from her mum and she have the whole day to herself.

i tink i mentioned her name earlier. hahah

2007-01-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

stone sour - 30/30-150

how does it feel when ur good fren said something that made you fucking hurt.
how does it feel when whatever you do is never good enuff?
how does it feel when u're feel out of place in ur team ?
how does it feel when all ure working for is money and not interest. and ure being forced to work ?!
how does it feel when u're angry and no one gives a fuck about you!
how does it feel when u're not allowed to do things you wanna do ?

how come mylife so many hows.

2007-01-24T00:55:00.000+08:00

trivium - dying in ur arm.

haha.
cant believe my name was among the list.
anyway thats not important.

im gonna shit now. brb. haha
so msn.

2007-01-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

metallica - one

ok. salary from incomes.
and grace didnt even recieve hers !
haha. poor girl but i believe the hr will do something bout it

anyway
work is getting more boring.
life is getting more boring too.
alll my frens either studying or working.
and some are serving the country.

im getting used to waking up at 7 to prepare for work.
i've seen alot in life and now i know what i want and what i dont.
i mean there are things which are neccessities and some are just luxury.
having those superior goods will just be a bonus to me.

shaun said something wonderful the other time.
that is that you'll never treasure ur life until u almost lose it.
thats fucking true so to everyone out there.
try dying and u know how much ur life means to you.
so dont blame me for trying
hahaha.

2007-01-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

panic at the disco - lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

i miss work.
i miss eating all the good food.
i miss going out with frens.
i miss my good health and
i miss ..

anyway fever loves me.
that is why i've been feeling like shit for the past 1 week ?
that was how i celebrate my new year.
haha.

i so need to get to anfield before they tear it down.
that is my wish now.
they're gonna like destroy it !
thats the fortress every other team fear to play in.
thats the one place that produced games with amazing results.
thats the field where it the redmen produced their best defensive display as well as their offensive game.

if they're gonna tear it down,
will the players get to slap the wall everytime they walk out to the pitch again !
that i dont know. but what i know is i needa experience the Anfield atmosphere before its gone for good.
hahaha.

lame post.
for all the anti scouse and liverpool ppl.
sorry. hahah

2007-01-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

school of rock - School of Rock/Teacher's Pet

happy new year all.
[=
spent some time with 4/2
spent some time at vanh's place with the usual.

and school's gonna start tmr.
not that im affected. but still. sigh
work starts tmr too.
so life will be back to the usual school study sleep routine.

and then i will become lonely again.
hahahah.
hope everything will be smooth sailing for everyone. [=
-stitchloves

2006-12-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

fort minor - petrified.

ever sat down and wonder wad ur future will be like ?
for once i have completely no idea wad im gonna do.
am i still gonna serve the country ?
or am i gonna study ?
are my results good enuff for a place in a local U ?
and if i go do my U first then where will all my frens be ?
brothers always, friends always, blah blah blah always. nothing will remain forever

im starting to actually feel paranoid over this issue.

why am i always left behind !

some says that god has a plan for me.

so if something is not going right for me, some other path will be paved out for me to take it.

and will that be the right one ?

many says i dont believe in christianity.

im sorry. i just dont believe in CHRISTIANS not the religion.

so get that right.

alright, for all my christian friends out that, u ppl are the best bunch of christians ever.

so that few lines above dont apply to you lot.

future wads my future.

something tell me pls.

im bout to explode.

2006-12-25T12:45:00.000+08:00

blue - back some day

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE !!!
best wishes all. [=

all i want for christmas. haha.
is.
march to never come. hahahah

2006-12-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

xjapan - rusty nail.

thank you for the shirt wendy lee.
merry xmas eve everyone !

2006-12-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

metallica - battery

ARE YOU ALIVE ?
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE ALIVE ?
SHOW ME !

starting work soon.
on my way to earning big bucks ! hahahah.
just joking.

now, hoping that wp gets a job,
shaun Ace his test and brings back a panda from china.
alton have a great time with yuli,
all my brothers who have entered army.
and all my other frens to have a great holiday.
oh ya, and ngiam to spill coffee on her first day. WAHAAHAAHAHAH.

working is just a getaway from hell.

2006-11-29T21:47:00.004+08:00

justin timberlake - sexy back

THAT PERSON IS NOT WHO YOU PPL THINK SHE IS.
and WENDY LEE, you better not sprout nonsense or i'll bring my keyboard to ur place and smash ur head and use the wire from my mouse to strangle you !
AHHHHHHHH

its not 10seconds by the way

2006-11-29T21:47:00.003+08:00

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2006-11-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

2006-11-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

2006-11-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

micheal buble - the way you look tonight

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok. im fine alr.
haha.

holiday like less than 2 weeks and im alr rotting
rotting !!!!
shit man.
need fun.
need money.
need gatherings.
pineh, sdsa, td !

many many gatherings.
especially td !
oh man.
i miss everyone lar. except jasper tan jun ping.
take care ppl. [=

back to rot mode

2006-11-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

matchbox20 - if you're gone

man, cant take it anymore.
needa let it out.
i tink im missing something in my life.
u appeared 3 times in 3 nights.

we spent little time together.
but those were quality time aint it ?
disturbing me.
vandalising my books.
sleeping during lessons.
getting caught smsing.
eating like a pig.
haha.
memories.

i know you have someone else.
but wont it be selfish if you dont even give me the right to like you ?
this seem like a stupid post but i got nowhere else to shout this shit out.

3 nights. and imu.
somehow i hope its just a 10 second kinda thing.

2006-11-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

metallica - Outlaw Torn

saw on the tv about the debate over the price of Rain's concert tix.
apparently we can go to his concert if we can fork out 888yusof ishak.
was thinking if that was justifiable.
and i came up with a conclusion.
what the @!!#@$#@ was rain thinking.
what can he actually offer to the crowd other than his singing, dancing and maybe his sweat.
if he's nice he'll probably go topless and throw his sweaty top into the crowd and jump into the crowd to body surf.
its crazy to think that someone like rain actually demand so much for his ticket.
ok he's handsome, can sing and dance pretty well and have a strong fanbase.
so does performer like andy lau, sandy lum, steph sun and many others.
bottomline, a performer shld perform first earn second IMO.
i mean if the price of a tix is between 100-200, its acceptable.
i paid 150 for linkin park.
and they gave me 1 hell of a good night.
can rain give as much as linkin park X6.

anyway not a big fan of rain.
never heard him sing, never saw him dance.
dont even know how he look like.
my impression of him is he's a korean, well built and have that mophair. hahaa

as quikly as the rain had landed on earth, it'll evaporate and disappear.

2006-11-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

frank sinatra - fly me to the moon

2 days and gonna achieve nothing.
and why so difficult.
and why some ppl say its normal standard.
and why some say its easy !!!!

2006-10-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

good charlotte - the day i die.

2more days and nothing in.

2006-10-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

mr big - to be with you

its coming its coming !
less than a week !
its coming its coming !
less than a month !
its coming its coming !
less than a few months.

i wan a girl ! hahah.
sorry. desperate.

2006-10-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

trivium - like light to flies

hey. fallen really ill recently.
was hospitalised. haha.
not many ppl know lar.
was happy and thankful for those who visited me.
and thankyou to those who kept me updated with the stuff going on around me when im MIA.
thankyou everyone.

i was feeling quite disappointed.
i talked to alex[25] about it some time ago.
guess i was really too nice alr.
i mean i did so much and in the end, it doesnt matter at all.
shld i become a meanie, like alex so ppl will know that im not to be taken granted of ? hahah
sorry alex, ure the finest example of a nice meanie. hahah

sounds gay but alex is my very nice fren.
haha. horny, sexy, handsome and lame.
girls like lame guys now rite? haha.
seemed like the in-thing to me. haha.

tuition tmr, then mock on monday.
stupid fever deprieved me of all the other mock papers.
sigh. somehow i feel i'll do damn badly for As and i'll repeat.
i dont know.
pray to anyone who can get me the airforce enlistment letter. haha

come to think of it, i'd been in the hospital for around 5 days,
the examinations are like just 2 weeks away. if you exclude GP that is.
sigh. at most 14 days for me to do well.
well, well enuff to see myself into a local U.

time flies, and really fast.
in less than a few months, i'll be botak and serving my nation.
in waters, on land or in the air, i dont know.
and i dont wanna know.

what i wanna know now is the formula to getting a decent score to enter a local U.
thats difficult. not many ppl can do that.
and in just 2weeks, i'll try to make it possible.

guess 5days of fever fried my puny brain. haha

2006-09-20T04:19:00.000+08:00

Freak Kitchen-Speak When Spoken To

catch the Avatar, last airbender !
its the nicest cartoon.
beat naruto hands down and the character are so darn funny and cool.

anyway prelim is gonna end.
econs on my last day.
i hope i'll do well.
i know i wont for prelim, but i hope for at least a D.
i put in effort !
i did !
but i doubt you will believe.

2006-09-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

dragon force - soldiers of the waste land

my days left in SRJC are decreasing at increasing rate.
haha. actually, no.
its at the same rate, just that we didnt really feel it at the beginning.
still wanna say thankyou to all my tutors.
all my classmates who made my life more exciting !
thankyou.

dont stay.
forget our memories, forget our possibilities.

2006-09-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

audioslave - show me how to live

back.
have been doing some soul searching for the past few days.
now i know what i really wan.
now i know what i really need.
now i know what the hell is wrong.
now you'll see a new me.

im not myself, im a replica of me.

was really sick for the past few days.
and its my prelim.
im gonna do badly but im not gonna use the fact that i cough my way through physics and econs as an excuse.
and im not gonna use the fact that i was drowzy due to aftermath of that pill.
the fact is im not up to standard yet.
and hell the paper is so easy.
among the 3, i tot econs was the most shocking.
you scan thru 6 qns and you strike off those you dont know.
i took off mkt failure and elasticity in the first 10 sec.
left me with trade, mkt structure, n+ and budget deficit.
where the hell is my kenye's.
where are you ?
i did so much on you then you dont let me show my tutor how much i know about you ?
utter disappointment with my performance.
even tho my papers just ended less than 24 hours ago.

its a promis i'll fulfill. i swear i will. from now till nov15.

2006-08-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

green day - give me novacaine

hoho. and so it had began.
im not gonna do very well for prelim.
can i hit my target ?
i really hope i can make it this time.
im more prepared then mid year of course. haha.

i promise to serve at least 960 hrs of self service. hahaha
c'mon. lets lay the smack down.

anyway dont be sucha fake.
you cant lie for nuts ya.
i'll just pretend with you anyway. quite fun.
[=

2006-08-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

goldfingers - 99 red balloons

YOYO. back for an update.
alright nothing much happened other than fireworks with frens.
recently taykh show us the mean score to enter a local U and the various score needed for different subject.
was very attracted to aerospace. i know physics must be damn good lar but just a target.
first choice is to get into smu
if not any other will be fine. haha

was just thinking what will my future be like ?
i wanna be in roadrunner all stars ! hahaha.
haha. okay lar. cannot dream liao. go do work [=

2006-08-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

metallica - the thing that should not be

building sand castle with my school !
magnificent things created !
my class rocks ok ?
so many creative ppl in the making.
and we made sucha a beauty with everyone who walked passed our product in awe !
just wanna thank srjc for giving us,s25, this chance to get together.
and for the sand castle ppl. thank you for teaching us how to play with sand !
haha. thanks !

nothing much happened this week
its national day so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
i wanna get out ! =[

2006-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

simple plan - i'd do anything

i'm sorry
I'LL NEVER HATE AGAIN
thats a promise.

2006-07-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - soldiers of the wasteland

i feel so much better now.
i dont know why.
but thankyou to whoever helped me.

physics, econs, maths and gp.
prelim target, d c c c5

believe me.

2006-07-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

fort minor - be somebody

5 weeks to prelim
for some, 5 weeks is a luxury.
but 5 weeks to me is like useless.
A levels and O levels are so fucking different.
i never studied for O levels. i swear !
and i still managed a below 20 score.
tot my badminton can pull me somewhere but i was wrong.
ended up in a college that ruin my 17yearsold days so badly that my 18yearsold never seem that happy either.
almost gave up with academic but somehow pull thru.
made the cut for the promo criteria.
became the senior of the school and decided to study harder.
1st ct, did alright.
2nd ct, fucked up
mye, even more fucked up.
how can anyone fail gp, you tell me.
i shall not rant over my results.
all i know now is that if i dont start now, i'll never get my As and Bs in the a level.
5 weeks to prelim means 5 weeks of hell.
10 weeks to a levels means 5 fucking sick weeks after prelim.
what will i see on my cert come march, this 10 weeks determine hell lot.

reading this post makes me feel sad for myself.
and if you ppl think im fucking screwed,
i've yet to tell you about my health
screwed to power of 10

like mad, i'll do it.
for myself, i'll do it.
for the sake of buying the baseball bat to use it come march, I"LL FUCKING DO IT.
nic also. haha

2006-07-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - dawn over a new world

bananappl is gonna disappear from the face of this world soon.
very soon.
together with me, we'll go to the other side.
just wondering what it'll be like over there.

my end.
it justifies my mean.
all i ever do is delay
my everytime to evade
the end of the road is my end.
~ slipknot, before i forget

2006-07-17T18:36:00.000+08:00

bon jovi - its my life

its now or never.
i just wanna live while im alive.

i wan a pet !!!

2006-07-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - my spirits will go on

got back some of my papers.
burnt them.

anyway liverpool won their first friendly game against wrexham !
next up is crewe !

i hope next season's line up for liverpool will be

keepers: reina/dudek/carson
defenders from right to left: finnan/zamboratto carragher/agger hypia/palleta riise/aureillo
midfielders from right to left: joaquin/carmoranseni/anderson gerrard/sissoko alonso/zenden kewell/gonzalez
strikers: bellamy fowler/bellamy trezeguet/ bellamy crouch/ bellamy garcia/ bellamy kewell.....

now liverpool lags joaquin,carmoranseni,zamboratto and trezeguet to make my dream 06 team.
joaquin may cost around 12mil.
carmoranseni shld come at around 6-7mil.
zamboratto shld come on loan together with trezeguet.
if we cant get joaquin, i reckon we just use anderson on the right.
he's good.
then rest of the cash shld be freed to buy 1 more striker and 1 more rightback.
tho we alr have covers.
krokramp may leave together with thoare.
i guess le tallec will leave too, maybe on loan.
i hope flo still stay on for the reds as he's 1 for the future.
we have a great squad for next season.
hopes are running high ! bring the title back to the kop redmen !!!
and kewell will be the star for liverpool next season ! he's back at his best!

YNWA.

2006-07-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

survivor - eye of the tiger

midyear is over.
what's done cannot be undone.
what's said cannot be taken back.
just gotta work much harder.

now world cup is officially over, no competitions and everyone's so focus on the final examination,
i guess there can be no more excuses.
my target is 68points, because they asked me to aim high
realistically, im not telling you guys.
i hope i can work towards that.

everyone around me is picking up well.
on course to leave hell for a better place.
i dont wanna get stucked in hell for another year or leave hell for [what's worse than that?]

i will leave hell.
thats for sure.
but im a very ill man now.
cant see it from the outside.
i know deep down, something's wrong.
let's just hope its not as bad as i tink it is gonna be.

and yes, im beginning to accept.

2006-07-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - trail of broken hearts

i tink i need a secret blog too.
frenship.
sigh

2006-07-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - Above The Winter Moonlight

wha. shoik liao.
wanna thank dinesh for the df songs.
high alr. extra kick to study also.
haha.

oh ya.
i have this fren whom i tink she's nonsense.
i mean she's my fren lur but the things she says and do and wan ppl to do sometime is really no link.
like you ppl will go WTF !!.

lol. but she's still my fren.
[=
ynwa fren

2006-07-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

england, you will never walk alone.
you guys dont deserve to go out of the tournament but still portugal did well.
all the best for euro08

gerrard, ynwa
carragher, ynwa
crouch, ynwa
carson, ynwa

now, lets bring the epl title back to the kop !

2006-06-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

finger eleven - slow chemical

so tired.
tell you guys something
playing half of through fire and flames and im as tired when i finish 2.4k
half a song and im deadbeat.
my legs cant keep up with that insane speed and my wrist are falling apart.
hahaha.

2006-06-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - through fire and flames.

thankyou weeping.
[=

now headache.
physicssucks!!!!!

2006-06-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

john farnham - you'll never walk alone

i guess maths paper 1 is a goner.
i listen to the song again.
hoping for an inspiration.
and nothing came.
he once told me that i shld use my never-say-die attitude in studies.
i guess its time.

you'll never walk alone he says.
some how i do.

2006-06-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

dope - die mf die

shit.
i did the stupidest thing in my life
you see, im a poor boy thinking of trying my luck with betting on world cup matches.
i went to buy the england vs ecudor's match.
i bought total goal 1 and picked england to win 1-0
after 92 minutes of boring soccer.
i won ! both bets are spot on.
that means 50bucks into my pocket.
but fuck,
i went to see my betting slip and guess wad, i shaded wrongly for 1 of them
that means throwing 30 bucks away.
now only 20 dollars.
i feel like crap man.
haha.

lesson learnt, you win some, you lose some[actually alot]
hahah. no lar.
learn to shade correctly next time.

2006-06-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

Burt Bacharach - what the world needs now is love.

love

is a lie

2006-06-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

John Farnham - you'll never walk alone

When you walk through a storm,

Hold your head up high,

And don't be afraid of the dark.

At the end of the storm,

Is the golden sky,

And the sweet silver song of the lark.

Walk on through the wind,

Walk on through the rain,

Though your dreams be tossed and blown,

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,

And you'll never walk alone,

You'll never walk alone.

bye ms peh

2006-06-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

eminem - crazy in love

australia 3 - 1 japan
england 1 - 0 paraguey

my predictions are spot on.
spain's next to take one step closer to the cup.

2006-06-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

wilbur - tell me

give me my Cs and Bs pls.
3moredays.

2006-05-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

metallica - nothing else matters

ohkay.
mos was disappointing.
totally stupid.
at least i didnt have to pay for my entry.
but it is still lousy.

there must have something good about it rite?
yes there is.
girls.
like my fren said.
its like a buffet.
normally the ratio for guys is to girls are 8 :1 or 9:1
sometimes even 10:1
however that event made the ratio 2:1
yes.
i think its very true.

never had a good time there but made some frens.
frenly funny people.
and who says Singapore doesnt have pretty girls.
but we just have 1 very handsome boy.
haha

2006-05-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

metallica - the memory remains

mid year is 1 month away,
prelim is 3 months away,
A is just 5 months away.
yes. reality check guys.

was just wondering
what if i cant perform the way i want in the A level,
then what will my future be like ?
go out to work with an O level cert ?
what can i work as ? and how much can i earn ?
further my studies overseas ?
financial problems ! so oversea is a nono.
go to a poly ?
what course can i take ?
biomed biosci physio ?
the reality just lay the smackdown on me and i just hope this will be my take off point.
from the moment i wake up the next day,
i will be banging on my tys not girls. haha.

yes, drumming is just a passion.
badminton is just a sport.
soccer is just a hobby.
all these can wait.
A level cannot.

time and tide waits for no man.
and speaking about tide,
hightide liao. ciao

2006-05-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

system of a down - toxicity

zildjian travisbarker sig stick 20bucks
ahead larsulrich sig stick 68bucks
ahead joeyjordison sig stick 68bucks

any kind soul ?

brain dead

2006-05-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

exhumed - the matter of splatter.

Pernicious - A ghastly Gordian quandary to elucidate
Pestiferous - A nebulous necrotic novelty to navigate
Labyrinthine - A contumely carnal conundrum to cogitate
Serpentine - An exulcerated entanglement to execrate...
Hands stained and filthy from digging deep for the answer
That lies at the heart of the matter of splatter...
Eschatological - The grave matters with which we struggle
Pathological - The perverse perpetuation of this purulent puzzle
Repugnant - The wretched riddle unravels in a reeking revelation
Repulsive - The final fetid farce yields such a rancid realization
Now your morbid curiosity may finally be answered
Deep in the heart of the matter of splatter...
A morbid matter on which to meditate or mutilate
A deathly detail to deliberate and desiccate
A sombre study in which sagacity is tantamount to insanity
An insalubrious interest in the inhumed and the unsanitary...
An unhealthy pursuit of the purulent and parturient
A feculent fixation upon the fetid filth and excrement
An exhaustive examination of the excreted and the exhumed
A tireless appetite to hill the silt atop the tomb...

Nebulous - The sanguineous solution is seldom seen before the last
Amorphous - Seemingly always six deep feet beyond your grasp
Funereal - Carnal cartography to chart the course of life's denouement
Corporeal - The wretched revelation that you sought proves harder to swallow than you'd thought...
That anatomy is destiny is the unforgiving answer
Culled from the heart of the matter of splatter...

yes, this is a song.
the lyrics of matter of splatter.
tell me, who can actually understand this song without using the dictionary.
haha.
anyway its black metal, so dont listen to them.
haha.

2006-05-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

fort minor - the hard way

wa wa wa. i tink dinnie will win liao la.
i cant even think of anything to write.
my gp not zai la.
not like dinnie lin pei lin aka dazzling eyes.
haha.

so i decided to edit the lyrics of some songs in the attempt to steal the award right under dinnie's hairy nose.
haha. its not hairy la. just joking. hahaha.

IT dont wan the truth but IT wanna feel fucking pretty !
edited from cigarette by fortminor.

IT's tired of them sayin the dream it has doesn't exist
Tellin IT IT's worthless
Sayin IT should quit
Basically tellin' IT
That IT'll never be shit
edited from besomebody by fortminor

and if you ppl actually think im gonna waste away my life doing more songs about IT.
dont be dumb.
if im nice maybe i'll do a couple more tomorrow.
hahahahah.

anyway
i tink the 2 that i'd done are damn funny.
award winning ?
the people shall decide

right now i'll go ON music.
haha. i'll ON dragonforce-fury of the storm.
ON until dragon come out. wahahha.
lvl up !

2006-05-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

dragonforce - fury of the storm

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZd0XI3xmdc.
guys. pls pls watch this video. it is shocking
nothing gory. just watch it.

2006-05-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

slipknot - virus of life

i never once hated a homo-sapien so much in my life !
its like please wake up from your dream[our nightmare]
and head straight down to the nearest salon and do something to your hair !
sigh. you may change your appearance overnight but not your attitude.
you claimed we're cheats.
then what are you ?
freaking flap your flippers[sorry turtles] when you got no clue how to work on ur assessment.
IT: kiiiimmmmmm. how to do ?
i can just sense the frustration in kimboon
if fucking honest, shuddup and do your shit la.

seriously, i would love to have jasper back and you can just fucking find yourself a corner and stone there !
when tkk said there's only 20 ppl in class.
yes i wished he directed that comment to you !
cry in class.
stone in class.
whine in class.
act pretty in class.
and stop stop stop stop stop stop turning your head to the back again in class!
seriously i tink you can be featured in orgish.com and win some award there.
like * freaky thing found in SG *
or * world's freakiest FREAK found in SG *
your actions are hedious and can you just stone !
ya. STONE !

IT has emotions too.
IT cried in class because IT misses some unlucky guy so much !
first thing first, youre not even in a relationship with him so dont act drama here.
its not like you waited 10years for that guy and still cant get him
and pls ask yourself, did he even show any signs of liking you once!
and i remembered some one said you wanna be a star in future.
yes you can be one. go to pluto and stay there. be the star there and burn forever.
because i really cant stand the sight of you anymore.
i tried to be nice once.
i did.
i shall continue no further.

this is a song for you.
virus of life, slipknot.
take it away corey.
sing leh corey.

corey: fuck you bitch.

2006-05-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

slipknot - the nameless

dont go
1 never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
i know
the only thing i ever really love was hurting you
dont go,
i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
i know
the only thing i every really love was hate !
i want you
i need you
i love you
i wont let anybody have you
obey me
believe me
just trust me
worship me
live for me
be grateful now
be honest now
be precious now
be MINE.
just love me.

its a nice song.
......

2006-05-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

eminem - shake that

holidays are coming.
so looking forward to it.
but that will only kick start my plan to resurrect my life.
i hope that in that 1 month, i can transform into a triple C grade student.
yes nothing fantabulous about getting 3Cs.
but i need to achieve that.
and only mid year will be the stage to allow me to do so.
for now i guess im just recharging, doing some light work.
and by june it'll be full speed ahead.
haha.

anyway before that, i wanna go on a shopping spree.
i wanna get the nike jedi dunk.
because its green ! with LIME green laces.
so cool.
anyone know where i can get that pair.

2006-05-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

xjapan - rusty nails

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: HAVE FUN DOING IT

my perfect lover is a girl who should
1. can double pedal faster than joey or the drummer from dforce
2. can play scarified like paul gilbert
3. can explain the lyrics of slave shall serve by behemoth to me.
4. can whack a 5 piece set as if its expanded. must be better than mike portnoy. haha
5. can compose songs at 17years old. not those pop-i-love-you-you-love-me-song but those rock-i-hate-you-you-hate-me-song !
6. when jamming cannot laugh at me. if i wan break up because of that you better tiam tiam and agree to it. haha
7. if cannot do the above 6 points, still got hope. as long as youre not a whore or slut or whatever. haha
8. love me.

anyone who wanna waste time do it.
i spent only 5 minutes on it

actually only no8 matters.

2006-05-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

linkin park- easier to run

mid yr kicks off 1 month later.
maybe abit more.
that means
no world cup.
no slacking.
no prataing.
no LIFE !

anyway my bdae's 24hrs ago.
im old. yes.
18 but still look like a small boy.
anyway thanks guys.
for those messages and especially those who turned up for the simple dinner.
nicholas, su an, kok, ngiam, lex, kx, alton, bush.
thank you so much.
and those who tagged too. ok siobhan only.
and jac the-girl-who-got-an-A-for-mathsc.

its so much easier to go than face all these pain here all alone.
if i can take back the pain i would.

2006-05-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

metallica - die, die my darling

thank you gerrard !
thank you cisse !
thank you reina !
thank you gaffer !
thank you liverpool !
fantastic performance.

there's something in me which i wanna scream out.
but i dont know how.
trust i seek, and i find in you.
i was wrong.

2006-05-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

simple plan - dont wanna think about you

my national competition finally came to an end yesterday.
so this is how my 4 games go.

first up.
against anderson jc first singles.
15-3 15-3
wait. i fought k.
i mean i gave my best. and kingkoh thought i was winning.
i was a killer at the net that day.
but my opponent was better everywhere else.
so credit to him.

then against yishun.
paired with shun.
first doubles.
won. but rubber set.
so i was kinda disappointed.
and more disappointed with yongshun.
how can a double player be afraid to smash.
sigh.
was lucky to record a win nevertheless.

third match against MJ.
the best team in the group.
tho we lost 5-0
all our games were pretty close.
especially mine and alvin's
thats why we're so sad.
my score was 15-11 11-15 15-13
alvin's 4-15 15-7 17-16
sad hor.

last but not least.
i played my best game against JJ.
maybe its the pressure thing.
i have no pressure on me and i was practically smiling and laughing while playing.
still remember weiliang calling be dennistus.
as to albertus.
my china opponent was like an ant.
super light weight and can move from one end to the other with like 3 steps.
i need 30000000000000000 steps.
hahaha.
final score 15-7 15-..........................
dont wanna comment but it is still a good game.

the competition allowed me to catch up with my frens from other sch.
met alvin ariff and engliang from tp
yanzhang zak from cj
jiaxin from mj.
tho we didnt advance. we still had a good time i guess.
at least i had.

cca over.
its time for the real thing.
sigh.
exams are sucha bitch.

2006-05-07T14:01:00.000+08:00

metallica - SAD but true.

results for ct2
maths - Ao
physics - f
econs - Ao
gp - failed. oh my god la. how can this ever happen

sad but true.
so hold me, until it sleeps
fuck ! im fucking emo now after eating the stupid tomyam soup
for whatever the fucking reason i dont know.

sigh.
reminiscing.

2006-05-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

yellow matter custard - while my guitar gently weep

the last time i blogged was about a fortnight ago.
thats 14days of hibernation for this lame blog.
actually the blogger is lazy.
haha.

anyway during the 14days.
both bad and good things happened.

lets start with the bad.
- took all my papers and my tutor said i prolly fail[the paper im most confident in].
- training and more training. but still stagnant.
- had a frenly with cj. not really a frenly as i didnt play with their players.
- didnt really do much studying.
- saturday gathering is a total disaster.
- forgot to cut my hair. nordin gonna kill me.
- certainly a few more lousy experiences over that 14 days. just cant remember.

now the good
- met up with shaun lin su an ...... cong. haha. and kok and duachang and ngiam and kok's new girl fren cin funny. it has been quite sometime yea.
- praised by the captain for better play. kaiser said im better at the flank rather than up front since i have scored for like 6 weeks. and i missed a great opportunity in the opening few minutes. still happy with my performance.
- took my maths paper and i know i will nnot be getting zero for sure. but passing or not is another matter.

alright. there you go readers.
not much happened. in fact those events can very well happen in one day.
haha. conclusion ? i hav no life for now.
=[
=[
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so sad la.

and nationals is just round the corner.
in 3days time.
KNNCCB.

2006-04-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

metallica - of wolf and man

.AHHHH
.FUCK FUCK FUCK
.FUCK ALL THE FUCKING POLICIES
.AND IM SO GONNA FUCK MATHS.
.knn

five more hours.. sigh

2006-04-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

metallica - bleeding me

so it began.

gp econs maths physics.
and in order again hoping for pass b ao d

2006-04-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

metallica - the memory remains

3 days before ct2 commances.
fuck fuck fuck.

anyway took pw results today.
band2.
left home a happy and sleepy boy !

i picked up yet another injury.
sigh. not very happy afterall.
i shall finish studying for econs today.
somehow felt this weird kinda feeling.
i feel confident for my econs paper !
hahah.

meridian anderson jurong and yishun.

2006-04-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

metallica - outlaw torn

ever felt vulnerable ?
ever felt that you are stranded, alone with no one there to aid you ?

those were the feelings when the shuttle tried to impale me through my right eye.
probably at around 100km/h
because i was hit in the right eye at less than 1m away.
i laid down.
helpless and thinking i might lose my eyesight on the right.
i couldnt open my eye and my left eye was tearing like burst waterpipes.
literally.
it was almost a direct contact but after it was only about 15 minutes later that people told me i was slightly below the socket.
my right eye swelled a little and i fear that it'll get worse tomorrow.
now i know how sissoko felt but that only last for like 15minutes.

i feel as if today is one of my louiest day ever.
whereareyou?

2006-04-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

Bullet for my valentine - no control

hohoho.
finally i finished jon's crazy assignment and passed back to him.
met him at bedok central to pass the sheets of paper back to him
as for me, it is a pretty job-well-done kinda work.
i hope it'll help him.
anyway got stuck in central due to post hurricane katrina whatever.

caught up with cedric and jon quite a bit.
haven been training with them for nearly half a month.
lol.
spent most of the afternoon in long john's
haha. laugh at every nonsense i came up with.
hahah.

anyone never notice that stupid bell thing near the exit of every long john outlet ?
i seriously think its bloody fucking irritating.
pity those 3 girls sitting near the bell.
they had to withstand all those motherfucker's immature action of repeatedly shaking that fucking gold bell.
i got really irritated and would have confronted the next person who did ring the bell.
luckily no one did.
lol

rain never went away.
instead hurricane dennis joined in and made the weather a lil more interestingly windy,cold,frustrating.
[anyway for those who think that hurricane dennis is a spoof, i tink you gotta beef up ur geog. its a real hurricane named after yours truely. thankyou. lol]
decided to go home after some 2-3 hours or so.
haha. tho we had our abdominal muscles toned, from all the laughing, for our upcoming hellish training opposite MJ.

actually the main thing bout this entry is to tell myself to really settle down for ct2, midyr, prelim then the big shit
A LEVEL.
i seriously think if i dont buck up on my maths, i'll prolly very well get something like F and get the rest of my life F-ed up lik some F-ing loser.

not that i love the letter F alot but rather i really dread that shit letter.
i dont even wanna see Es or Ds on my cert come march next year.
yes talk is cheap but now i seriously know that in order to win this game, i'll have to jolly well just play by its rules.
and there is only one rule to success and thats fucking study non stop 24/7 till alevels and pass out at the very first paper and come back to senses on march next year to get 5As on my cert.
.
.
.
.
.
.
physics - Absent
maths c - Absent
econs - Absent
gp - Absent
chi ao - A2

hahahahhahahahhahahahah

2006-03-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

metallica - fade to black

jon's assignment
physics lec test
econs drq
heats
training

anyone can tell me where's the nearest mamashop which sells time.
nationals approaching and now i've got no mood for badminton.

ijustwannadowellformyalevels.

and if birmingham wins now, i'll not sleep in annie's class tmr !